Earlier this month I wrote about my misadventures with exercise. I have always been lighthearted about the fact that I don’t exercise, though it has been harder to do so since I have been seeing Thomas. Like I mentioned before, he is an avid worker-outer, and he regularly tells me he is concerned that I am not.
(These are my general feelings towards exercise…NO!)
It usually doesn’t bother me greatly, except that the other day I was hanging out with one of my best friends and we were at Target trying on shoes. I had only tried on 2 pair when I realized I was breathing hard. Seriously? Yes, I was getting winded from trying to keep my balance on one foot while pulling boots on and off my feet. This was NOT OK.
I immediately tried to laugh it off, but I gotta admit – laughing is hard to do when you’re so winded! I thought I was about to faint!
Nevertheless, I was still lighthearted about it enough that I told the girls in home group and I even told Thomas a couple of days later. He got pretty quiet and then told me he was really concerned for me. He said he didn’t so much care about me working out so I could look different on the outside, but that he wanted me to be healthy on the inside so I could be around for a long time to come…so he could have me for a long time! Awww….how can you argue with that?
You can’t! Well, you can (and I did) but let me just tell you it doesn’t go well. I lost the argument and even though I am vehemently against gyms, I went to the Community Activity Center today and got a membership for one month. Not only that, but I then proceeded to walk/jog for 2 miles! So even though I have accomplished this GREAT feat for myself…I can’t celebrate just yet. Turns out tomorrow I have to go back and do it all over again!
How in the world do all you exercise freaks find the self motivation to keep doing it??? I think I have a serious self-motivation problem! I need you to wish me luck as I begin my adventure to make my insides healthy so I can enjoy the rest of my life…for as long as God gives me!